Saturday, April 9, 2011
Hehe. This birthday has been pretty awesome. I'd like to thank everyone for their well wishes and gifts and cakes and everything :D Thank you Frenchies, Sng Zheng and CO :D I found it quite funny how everything became octopus based. Hehe. THANK YOU ALL :D
And I got A for PW! Guess that was a pretty good gift to get on my birthday too. Haha. But I think that it's quite sad that my closest friend in class didn't get an A ): Sigh. So depressing. Ah well. NAPFA was...not so good but decent I guess. Got a silver because i was 13 seconds too slow for 2.4 ): So sad. I find it amusing that I increased my pull-ups from 1 last year to 11 this year. Hehe. (No I'm not trying to suan anyone. I really just find it amusing D: )
Recently, I've been pondering about how my future would be like, what profession/career I could possibly take up. It's been really depressing though. I feel like a jack of all trades but a master at none, which makes me feel so inferior. Yea, everyone says I'm super smart because I have the grades, and I'm super talented because I can do so many things like play musical instruments and whatnot...but really, all those doesn't even amount to anything. I'm not particularly exceptional in any of the instruments which I play. (I'll seriously just slap anyone who says otherwise BECAUSE IM SERIOUS THAT IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH) My grades...won't really get me anywhere that I want to be. I don't even know what I want to be. I want to do something that involves traveling around the world, has a good pay, and is something I enjoy. Sigh. I always thought I'd end up doing engineering based on my subject combination, but I realised that it isn't really the type of job for me. I also want something that's not so routine, something's that's more dynamic and exciting. Am I just asking for too much?
Rawr.
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