Thursday, May 15, 2008
Empty empty space
Today has got to be one of the weirdest days ever. Every one's in a foul mood and everything. Fine, maybe it's just me and maybe mr. law. He has a point about our class being overly-competitive but what can we do? We do badly we get killed, we do well we get scolded for being overly-competitive. We're just each others benchmarks. And that breeds competition. Sighh. Life and it's many dilemmas.
While the people at the higher end continue being competitive and stuff, I'm slipping down to the lower end. So the only subjects that would probably keep me happy would just be chem and maths (This is an edit because I forgot physics), as it always has. bio? Maybe only chemicals of life. I'm failing all my explanations and therefore the rest of the subjects dont really fall in the same catergory as chem and maths (forgot physics once again). Since they're the subjects where 'there's only one correct answer'. Wait till the day when you have to start explaining those answers, you'll see me getting a GPA of less than 2.0
But who cares about GPAs? I've long gotten over that. But a failure in a class full of people scoring near full marks is very depressing. What can we do? I fail at expression, I fail at everything else. Full stop.
I suddenly flared up for I dunno what reason. And thanks to my random mood, it just died away, making me seem totally crazy and random once again. This habit of taking things to not have happened at all may be good, may be bad. I do not want to explain myself on what I mean because I'm treating the reader to be able to understand.
And that's why I screwed up all my tests so far, including life's test, because I assumed the examiner to be much smarter than I should have.
Wesley at
10:04 PM